Dear Baby,
I always wanted 2 kids. 1 Girl and 1 Boy. I was hoping for a baby girl during my first pregnancy. But somewhere I knew it would be a boy. When I planned for second, I dint take any risks. Made a deal with god . If god gave me a girl, I was suppose to name her by one of the gods name. And it worked 🙂
So here you are in my arms. My dear baby girl ‘Kavya’. My most precious blessing. My most valuable gift from God. I am so grateful to God & the universe for choosing me to have you. I promise I wont disappoint them. I promise I wont disappoint you as a mom.
At first, I wanted a baby to accompany my elder son. Given the shy and reserved child he is, I thought having a sibling would give him joy of playing & sharing . And to some extend it worked. When I see him watching you, when I see him talking to you, it makes me overwhelmed. I pray to god that the bond between you two may grow stronger and stronger.
Of course, you are not just a sibling for my elder son. You are my precious angel. My beloved daughter. My sunshine. My hope and my life.
My dear baby, I will do my best to raise you as a good human being. Sometimes I feel I failed as a mom for my elder one. He turned out to be aggressive and stubborn. They say, children learn by copying their parents. With you, I promise to be calm. I promise to provide you loving and supporting environment at home. With love, connection and calmness I am trying to get your big brother on line too. Hoping to be the best mom I can be for you two.
Along with better nutrition and physical wellbeing, I will work for your mental wellbeing. Yes I want you to be physically strong, intelligent and do well in life. But more than that I want you to be mentally strong. I now understand that happiness is a choice you make. Its not a goal to achieve. I will help you to chose to be happy.
I will give you the best education to make you stand on your own feet. You will chose things in your life which will make you feel happy, satisfied and content. I will stand by you while you make those choices.
You may work indefinitely for good grades, employments, promotion whatever goal you set in your life. I will always be there to support you. As your resting place. As your rechange station. As your guardian. And also as your friend.
I will also be there to pull your ears whenever you make mistake. I will teach you what it is to be a good human being. I will show you a path with good values & morals. But its you who will have to walk on that path.
I know this world can sometimes be a scary place. But our home will be your safe haven. Positivity, love, care, understanding & affection is what you will always find from me and our family.
No matter what happens in life I will always be there for you .. as a mom
